Happy Birthday Jena!! (12 April 2012)

celebrate simple je kat Dagan Rengit Coffee - BP.

tak lupa beli kek 3 slices kat secret recipe.

tak sempat beli hadiah pun lagi untuk jena.

nantilah beli, hadiah dapat lambat sikit pun takpe kan? hehe.

aku ni dahla foul tang pilih hadiah. maap!

memang amik masa sikit nak memilih ni.

T____T

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to jenaaa..

happy birthday to you..

nah kita tempek gambor sikit.

birthday gurl~

with tunangnya en.zarip~

ngap!

 ngap! ngap!

 kami lorh~

semoga panjang umur murah rezeki ye cik manis.

kami sayang kamu tau!! ngeee~~
cepat2 la kawen, nanti dapat anak kasik kat aku.
;P

Kamu orang yang saya sayang!

K

tau tak aku da pun rindu gila ngan korang?

T____T

Happy Birthday Prek~

- August 6th, 2011 - 

with ♥,

eip

Tips untuk kuruskan badan secara mendadak:

aku tengok kebanyakan kawan aku, tetibe jek diorang jadi kurus gila.
ramai oke yang macam ni. da jadi macam trend pulak.
bila ditanya "kenapa ko makin kurus weh?!! gile cun siot ko skang!"
dan jawapannya ialah : "aku baru lepas putus cinta."
tetttt..*sentap jantung mak dengar*

paling tak tahan, muka sesekor innocent jek bagi jawapan.
T_______T

aku nak try jugaklah. boleh?
jangan lepas putus cinta aku makin gemok pulak sudah.
aku pun dah tak tau dah mana lagi aku nak install lemak berlebihan aku nih. grrr.

Girlfriends are forever~

Pernah tak rasa macam loser gila? pernah? pernah rasa macam "bodohnya kau ni, orang cakap langsung tak nak dengar. apa nak jadi dengan kau ni?!" pernah ke? ha, itulah yang aku rasa sekarang. terang lagi bersuluh apa yang aku buat sekarang ni salah dan akan datangkan sakit kat diri sendiri. abis sume kawan² rapat aku terpaksa dengar kerisauan dan gundah gulana hati aku ni kononnya. Tapi bila diorang nasihat kat aku pasal apa yang aku patut buat untuk kebaikan aku, ada aku ikot? ada ke?? penat orang perah otak pikir untuk aku, alih² aku cenggitu lah jugak. grrrr..*lempang diri sendiri sampai pengsan!*

i know deeply where this is going *which i'm not gonna like the ending of it* but yet still, i'm effing doing it. takdelah aku makin² buat, tapi tak jugak aku stop. GILA. aku tau kawan² aku pun da mula geleng² kepala tengok aku. Aku tau diorang risau dan aku tau diorang tensen tengok aku tak dengar cakap. aku mintak maap sangat². bukan aku taknak buat macam korang suggest aku buat, tapi aku tak mampu. i have never felt like this before, so do understand that this is going to take some while for me to let go. and i know that i can never expect people to exactly understand how i feel. Tapi aku tetap berharap korang boleh sentiasa keep on bagi je nasihat kat aku sambil aku amik masa untuk gain the courage to do the right thing and move on. even aku ni belum tentu ikot sebijik² nasihat korang, aku tetap perlukan nasihat² dan beringat² dari korang supaya at least aku tak terlepas pergi lebih jauh dari sekarang ni. seriously, aku bersyukur sangat aku ada korang. aku harap even aku buat keputusan yang salah and end up tersungkur tepi jalan esok² pun, korang still akan ada dengan aku, support aku bangun semula. knowing that you girls will always be there having my back dah cukup untuk buat aku mampu tido lena malam². semoga korang mampu sentiasa bersabar dengan kerenah aku yang boleh buat korang migrain ni. aku sayang korang!. thangs sebab sentiasa amik berat dengan aku, jaga aku, and ajar aku macam², even aku ni sometimes boleh tahan jugak bikin korang geram. ;b 

thangs girls~ *sabar jela ngan aku yeh, hugs*

I'm not a little girl anymore.

Sometimes,

i feel like i don’t belong where i am and that i have the wrong people in my life. 

i get this feeling like i’m an outsider even when i’m being included,

or that i’m always around people who don’t know me or couldn't understand me at all. 

but honestly, i'm trying my best not to complain much about it,

since i know how hard and difficult i myself can be sometimes.

besides, complaining turns into arguing and arguing turns into nothing. pointless.

but boy, my flaws are not an excuse for you to intentionally hurt me,

i know i could name a billion things wrong with me, and so can you.

but tell me, how is pointing out my flaws, making you flawless?

we both have our flaws but unlike you, i don't easily give up being friends.
and unlike you, i don't make your flaws as excuses to say mean things to you.

i'm saying all this now only because i feel annoyed now.

being your friend is something isn't what i planned.

meeting you and getting close to you,

talking to you so often that it became a routine, practically a habit,

none of it was something that i planned.

maybe it wasn't what you have planned neither,

but now that we have become close friends,

i suppose we both have the responsibility to make things work.

or at least make some effort of being a good friend to each other.

making friends is like a pack of deal.

you get some, you give some, and you share the rest.

you can't expect to get only the good stuffs out of someone.

it is simply all or nothing at all. no further questions.

if i manage to tolerate 'the other side of you', you have no choice but to do the same.

cause that is just what friends do for each other. they tolerate most of the time.

there is no room of making excuses for being selfish or taking things for granted.

coz it's not fair when you know you have me, but i can't say the same for you.

friends stick together through ups and downs, no matter what.

they don't just leave when it is just easier to say goodbye.

you had your chance, and you choose to turn into some parasite.

i don't like what you have become, but i'm not going to fight you.

 i’m not going to dwell on trying to make your life miserable. NO.

better yet, i’m going to sit here and tell you,

“Karma’s a motherfucker, and you’ll get yours."

i'm done being the only one who tries hard to save this friendship.

it would be a lie if i say i'm fine with us no longer being friends.

but i'm walking away from you now because at some point,

i come to realize that i respect myself too much to let you treat me like shit,

and i've sacrificed my feelings too much that i start to feel like its not worth it, 

that the only next possible step to do is to stop and leave you alone.

it’s not like i'm giving up, and it’s not like i shouldn't try.

 it’s just that i have to draw the line of determination from desperation. 

if you were truly meant to be my friend, you will eventually be, 

but if not, no matter how hard i try, you will never be.

Adnan's wedding part 3 - akhirnya

gambar kidnap dari album pengantin.

akhirnya siap jugak dia proses dan publish,

lama kot tunggu ko nak upload adnan oi! huhu.

tengok gambar ni tetibe rasa rindu classmates yang laen.

T____T

p/s: the only picture yang semua orang nampak normal.

p/p/s: who's next? kite reunion kat sana pulak yok. =)

Adnan's wedding part 2

 rombongan sampai

 pengantin

 sayap kanan

 sayap kiri

 kaler tema oren!

 geng bas skolah.

 ika sengal

berkilat beb muka =.="

panas terik =.="

 bakal pengantin. ngehehehe. XD

 nur kasih in the making.

 seriously tak boley bawak pegi majlis.

geng bajet tak kecoh. wek.

ok tahniah Adnan.

semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat.

=)

Adnan's wedding

ahad lepas ke kenduri adnan (meki: class of 2010), 

''tahniah bro!''

dah selamat kawen dah sorang classmate aku.

"tapi bro, ko buat aku rasa dah tua. tsk3."

T________T

hah ni bila sorang dah start bukak langkah,

mulalah ramai yang menyusul berderet² lepas nih. =.="

aku jugaklah yang tercengang² masih single nanti, erk.

"ni yang macik rasa tak berkenan sangat² nih tau! huh."

(sampai ati korang tak tunggu aku!!)

ok abaikan dulu pasal tu.

sebenarnya nak share few photos yang ktorang amik kat wedding adnan.

tapi opkoz lah lagi banyak gambar kami dari gambar pengantin kan?

"eleh..macam tak biasa plak kau posing lebey mengalahkan pengantin.."

semua muka berpeluh, berkilat tanak kalah. dahla gambar pun blurr. =.="

ok tu jek dulu gambar aku nak share.

sebab gambar² yang laen belum transfer pun sebenarnya.

keh~ keh~ keh~

esok ah aku transfer.

nanti aku update entry ni ye,

cuba belajar sabar sikit!

bersambung...

Happy Birthday JENA!!!

<< 12.4.2011 >>

semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki ye.

oh, dan semoga panjang jodoh dan cepat kawen ngan en.z juga. heheh.

 kek blackforest - ditaja oleh dayah

 annual picture kata dayah.
tiap² tahun tak penah miss snap gambar pose camnih. HAHA.

 ahli segerombolan - take 1

 ahli segerombolan - take 2

ahli segeromnbolan - take 3

p/s: thanx akob sebab taja makan malam McD. nyum nyum nyum.

Gunung Panti

KRU:

Dayah

Belle

Aku

Zyro

Khai

Jambu

Emi

Paan

Zaidi

Daia

Abg Bad

TENTATIF:

8.00am: Bersiap

9.00am: Sarapan kat 25 jam Bandar Universiti

10.00am: Bertolak

12.30pm: Tiba di kawasan kaki gunung

1.10pm: Baru nak mula mendaki. pfft.

awal² lagi timing da lari sebab bertolak lewat sebenarnya.
patut bertolak pukul 9, tapi group zyro penat sebab baru gak sampai.
pastu lak, kalo nak ikotkan kul 12.30 tu da ley start mendaki,
tapi 'produa 2' ley gerak pegi isi minyak lak. aiseyh. tadi lupa nak isi!
tengok minyak da lama blink, tak sempat nak pikir panjang, laju jek.
patut otw balik kang jek isi sebab alang² nak masuk bandar gak nanti.
da half way baru jambu kol kata nak masuk bandar gak otw balik. cit.
kereta sape lagi kan, kereta team aku ar. huhu. my bad. sori².

pastu lepas sampai kat checkpoint 1, timbul lagi masalah. urghh.

ktorang tersalah pilih route dan tembus ke kebun orang kampung. =.="

kesannya da bazir masa lebey kurang dalam sejam sebab patah balik.

kru nyaris putus asa dan berniat nak stop mendaki sampai ke puncak.

tapi akhirnya sepakat perjalanan diteruskan start balik dari checkpoint 1.
pewitt!! cayalah!

4.15pm: Semua ahli tiba di puncak

4.45pm: Mula turun

6.20pm: Tiba di kaki gunung

plan asalnya lepas panjat gunung nak mandi air terjun kota tinggi,

tapi sebab masa da lewat dan tempat bukak cuma sampai pukul 7,

jadi ktorang cuma bersihkan diri kat sungai yang airnya paras lutut. =.="

even plan tak berjalan selancar yang diharapkan,
aku tetap puas hati sebab dapat kumpul balik 'kita²' macam ni.
dahla memang tinggal berapa kerat jek yang still ada sama²,
aku ingat last event kite kumpul sama² hiking camni ialah tahun lepas kot!
sadis. T_T

so nah! buat tambah koleksi kenangan bersama 'kita²'.

produa 1


produa 2

produa 3

backstreet boys

bantut 1

bantut 2

kaki gunung panti

scene 1

scene 2

scene 3

checkpoint 1

sesat ke kebun orang. patah balikkkkk.

break 1 - otw naek

break 2 - otw naek

wall climbing superb!

view 1

view 2

puncak (boyzone)

puncak (spice girls)

semua kru take 1

semua kru take 2

ok jom turun

jap². last gambar!

ok² kali ni betol last!

turun 'wall'

last break before sampai (kristal)

last break before sampai (err..elite?)

"mandi manda" - cit!

sesi kutip balik semua lemak yang dah hilang. XD

thanks pada semua yang sudi luangkan masa bersama. tsk3.

semoga akan ada lagi 'sebuah kisah klasik - kenangan bersama' lepas ni.

p/s: sori guys, timing banyak lari.
sampai nak mandi air terjun pun da tak sempat. sowie yeww. heh.
emi, sempat tak tengok bola? ko balik pun kena rushing. sori².