Life gives you shit.

dah pukul 2.

and aku masih tak ada mood nak buat kerja.

macam ni kalau duduk library sampai esok pun tak siap jugak kerja.

I don't know why,

but it is just too hard to stay focus.

plus, my head macam sentiasa blurr+serabot.

1 paragraph and aku macam dah kering isi otak.

banyak tu je ke isi otak aku??

I need to get the outlines done by end of this week.

hari ni dah pun hari selasa.

even worse, 

I need to get all 4 chapters done by end of this month.

and hari ni dah pun 10/4. dem.

supervisor aku pulak sangatlah 'supportive' kan.

hebat dalam men'down'kan aku sebenarnya. grr.

aku dah paling rajin la ni siap datang library lagi.

why does life have to be so hard on me?

I am making my efforts,

could you at least borrow me some peace.

ini serabot jek rasa manjang.

tah apa yang serabot sangat pun aku tak paham kekadang.

btw,

I have a job interview next week.

please wish me luck.

hope I succeed and the pay is good.

dahla, nak sambung kerja.

balik rumah pukul 10 malam ni.

please jangan kecewakan aku.

kalau pukul 10 nanti masih kat paragraph yang sama,

memang esok aku bunuh diri jek.

susah sangat nampak gayanya nak hidup.