semangat sikit!

bulan ni, like it or not,

guwa kena jugak siapkan kerja.

lama sangat dah guwa duk layan takde mood guwa nih.

sampai bebila pun guwa takkan grad kalo macam nih.

hari ni guwa ingat nak setel chapter 3.

setel jek boleh guwa tros start godek chapter 4 pulak.

tak nak maen2 dah.

guwa dah penat mengeluh.

guwa dah penat merungut.

guwa dah penat melayan prasaan.

aim guwa,

bulan depan guwa nak ajak mak guwa datang.

takpun, guwa nak balik kemaman lepak ngan anak buah.

habuan untuk guwa dah siap chapter 4.

berusaha!!!

sekarang guwa nak siap2,

guwa nak pegi lepak library.

Tetap di hati.

apa pun yang terjadi,

ku kan selalu ada untukmu.

selamanya,

eip

Sohai.

peh hari ni boleh tahan la rasa nak mengamuk dengan owner rumah.

cina tu memang cakap style tadah muka mintak penampar.

hangin betol aku dengan orang macam ni.

duit sewa nak suruh bank in tak menyabor.

time repair rumah, tak nampak batang hidung.

haram jadah tol.

pindah rumah la macam ni.

tak tahan aku dengan owner bitchy nak mampos gini.

Nak mengadu jangan sampai jadi batu api.

tolonglah tahu bahawasanya masa aku tengah marah ialah masa yang paling tak sesuai nak bukak lagi banyak point menyakitkan hati konon nak join sekaki jadi geng paling memahami. ko memahami dahla, yang ko pergi tambah rencah perasa buat apa? masa tu jugaklah nak luah apa ko pun rasa, apa ko pun pernah kena, apa ko pun tak puas hati, kasik pedas cukup rasa. sedar tak sedar, ko da trigger lagi marah aku tu, kasik semangat lebih aku punya rasa nak pergi hentak orang, pastu darah aku dah naek sampai ke kepala, cerah biji mata, korang lak rilek jek masuk bilik tido lena macam takde pape jadi. yang aku ni bengang rasa nak tumbuk orang taknak hilang, silap² boleh sampai ke pagi. cantik sungguh la kan. ko punya mengadu tu macam takde masa laen. masa aku tengah berapi tu la ko sronok maen campak² lagi batu kecik² berapi. aku ni taknak layan ko punya mengadu pun nanti takot ko rasa takde tempat nak mengadu pulak. takpun kang ko kecik ati sebab aku macam tak nak masuk side ko pulak. 

rasanya lagi bagus biar jek aku nak marah² jap pastu slow² bantu tukar topik.

kejap lagi reda la tu marah aku bila aku da start lupa. aku kan senang distracted.

aku pun boleh pergi tido ngan lena lepas tu. dosa pun tak banyak. dem.

kalau ko rasa nak mengadu pun, tunggu marah aku dah reda la.

sedapla sikit aku nak jadi pendengar setia tanpa amukan kena rasuk hantu tu.

sorila aku marah² tadi. tapi elok² aku baru nak cool down skit, sape suh ko bukak balik cite.
naseb baekla family; air dicincang takkan putus lah katakannnn.
meh² sini nak salam. maap ye.

Judging a 'book' by its 'cover'? Think again.

I have decided.

I'm gonna dye my hair red.

or could be purple.

and that is final.

its a change.

I don't care if it's not for the greater or good.

all I need now is a change. a point.

and that's it.

judge me all you want.
give me your best shot!

and I'll show you I can still make it to the top.

even by the worst criticism I get.

I am who I am.

still and will always be.

not a change I made can turn me into who I am not; in the inside.

everyone needs to know the fact of this.

or no one will ever be brave enough to take actions or changes.

too afraid if it's gonna cost them their identity.
as if no one is allowed to make some silly mistake.
1 wrong decision and you are a criminal for life?

bullshit.

I'll be living proof for that.

I'll show you that you can still be good,

eventho on the outside, you once looked all corrupted.

watch me.

Life is not as bad as you think.

i hate waiting, i hate tasteless food, i hate silly mistakes, i hate forgetting things, i hate being left alone, i hate being told what to do, i hate being poor, i hate exercising, i hate waking up early in d morning, i hate crowded places, i hate i hate i hate..bla..bla..bla..and the list goes on; endless.

but at the end of the day, it's just another one of the things that you hate. for what's worth, it's what makes you who you are today, it's what makes life goes one, it's what keeps you from loosing track. every single thing counts for something. even it's the thing you hated most.

let go of the things you can't change. let go of the pain, the anger and the regrets that's keeping you from moving on. let go of the thoughts of 'only if i can turn back time'. everybody owns a dark side of a story that they are not proud to tell. there's a reason for everything. be grateful of what you once and still have. forget about the people in your past, they didn't make it to your future for a reason. after all, there are only a few who really matter; God, family, and true friends. the ones who would stick around no matter what.

everything is going to be just fine. even tho the things you hate seems to outnumber the things you love, still that much of hate can never turn you against the things you have always love. it's true that things can go really bad at times, but things that don't kill you will only make you stronger. the key is to never give up on hope. there is always a rainbow after every storm. have some faith. or at least, some knowledge in science should do the trick. XD

p/s: don't forget to smile. even a fake one. by that, ur crappy life is gonna be admired by other people who actually had much better life than yours. pretty cool huh? =P

REVIEW DYLON

da cuba produk tersebut,
agak mahal la benda alah tu.
almost RM12 sekotak and ada 2 paket jek liquid tu.

tapi since hasilnya sangat memuaskan, so tak kesahlah.

warna luntur yang kena kat baju memang boleh hilang.
and yang bagusnya, warna asal baju sikit pun tak effect.

malangnya saya terlupa snap gambar before and after.

maap!!

yang penting produk tu berkesan. 

I gerenti you~~ 

huhu.

bye!!

Atasi masalah pakaian dijangkiti warna luntur dengan DYLON!

Hari ni basuh kain and kemas rumah macam biasa.

housemate aku kerja doktor and dia superbusy.

so biasanya if aku tengah nak buat laundry, aku buatkan dia sekali.

bukan susah sangat pun; basuh pakai mesin, apadahal.

but then hari ni malapetaka telah berlaku.

aku basuh semua baju housemate aku tu,

tetibe keluarkan dari mesin, ada 1 seluar dia tu turun warna rupanya.

baju yang laen semua selamat, except 1 seluar yang dia baru beli.

seluar yang jadi mangsa berwarna cream..and pemangsanya ialah seluar MERAH.

demmit. horror gile ok seluar cream tu kena lunturan merah.

i feel bad sebab seluar tu baru sekali pakai and mahal. demit!

kalau kena kat seluar aku, aku da mengalir air mata agaknya.

and since aku rasa guilty yang amat sangat,

I decided to take full responsibility.

nak beli yang baru memang mampos aku tak mampu la kan.

so aku dah google a few tips macam mana nak atasi masalah warna luntur ni.

ada la traditional tips macam titis minyak tanah sikit, guna sabun mandi and etc.

tapi ada 1 ni macam moden sikit and lebih meyakinkan la ofcoz.

produk DYLON.

aku tak pernah pakai lagi produk ni.

actually, aku tak pernah jumpa pun lagi produk ni.

mengikut instruction yang dibacakan, cara dia simple jek.

tuang air panas dalam baldi, masukkan dylon, then rendam baju kat dalam.

lepas sejam supposely warna yang luntur tu akan hilang. *hope so!*

and dari blog yang aku baca tu (faakiut.wordpress.com),

katanya benda ni kat Giant atau Tesco pun ada.

Batu Pahat ni tak ada la pulak 2 bijik mall tu.

semoga kat Carrefour ada. amin!!

esok aku kena pergi cari menda alah ni.

wish me luck!!!

p/s: nanti aku buh review 'before and after' punya results ye. =)

Buku Nilam saya.

February 12th,

last aku up status is on that date; lama dah jugak tu.

in between that date and today's date,

ada la a few interesting things happened.

le problemo is aku hilang mood nak berblogging lately.

usah kata up post, pergi blogwalking baca post orang pun aku malas.

facebook pun dah tak berapa nak menarik lately.

wait, adakah ini symptom² meningkat usia??? *peluh menitik kat dahi*

tak, tak, tak. tak mungkin!

esok lusa datang la balik tu mood tu. (sedapkan hati snirik)

well btw,

since aku da lama tak update kat blog ni,
and nak cerita semmmmuaaa details memang aku tak mampu,

so lemme juz summarize eeeeverything that happened seringkas mungkin.

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1. Balik Kelantan sempena dapat nephew baru on the 30th Jan 2012.

 "welcome to the family kiddo!"

(eh, ini kan sebelum 12 Feb lagi? termiss?? OMG)

Hazim Zafri a.k.a ajim( I yang bagi nama, bangga takkk?? =p)

Abang ayid da dapat adik, look how happy he is. #cute

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2. Pergi jenjalan kat melaka.

sadly takde gambar pulak sebab semua gambar pakai camera orang.

dan aku tak teringat nak pergi kutip semua gambar tersebut.

pergi dengan dayah + prek.

sampai melaka pun dah lewat sebenarnya, dalam pukul 4 i think.

sempat pergi makan kat Seoul Gardens,

then jalan² kat dataran pahlawan (kedai da start tutup masa ni),

and lastly pergi Jongker Walk (tak sure eja macam mana)

pun banyak kedai dah tutup masa ni. 

T____T

bahana bertolak lewat. padan muka snirik!

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3. Balik KL jumpa Datin Sri dan anak2 buah.

trip mengejut.

balik dengan adik aku sebab mak panggil balik.

alih² lebih kepada aktiviti lepak² je sebenarnya.

sambil² kena teman Datin Sri yang dah nak balik Kelantan.

had fun lepak dengan anak² buah yang dah lama tak jumpa.

eh tu jela kottttt.

owh, and sekarang da pandai lepak gym hari².

stress je tros start enjin pegi angkat besi kat gym.

tak lama lagi lengan berketul², pergh!! *hiperbola*
pastu elok² orang panggil aku kak, dah boleh panggil abg lak. gulp!

ok tu je.

nak siap², nak pergi gym.

ada anak ikan ensem kat sana, ahakz!
chow~

=P