i hate waiting, i hate tasteless food, i hate silly mistakes, i hate forgetting things, i hate being left alone, i hate being told what to do, i hate being poor, i hate exercising, i hate waking up early in d morning, i hate crowded places, i hate i hate i hate..bla..bla..bla..and the list goes on; endless.
but at the end of the day, it's just another one of the things that you hate. for what's worth, it's what makes you who you are today, it's what makes life goes one, it's what keeps you from loosing track. every single thing counts for something. even it's the thing you hated most.
let go of the things you can't change. let go of the pain, the anger and the regrets that's keeping you from moving on. let go of the thoughts of 'only if i can turn back time'. everybody owns a dark side of a story that they are not proud to tell. there's a reason for everything. be grateful of what you once and still have. forget about the people in your past, they didn't make it to your future for a reason. after all, there are only a few who really matter; God, family, and true friends. the ones who would stick around no matter what.
everything is going to be just fine. even tho the things you hate seems to outnumber the things you love, still that much of hate can never turn you against the things you have always love. it's true that things can go really bad at times, but things that don't kill you will only make you stronger. the key is to never give up on hope. there is always a rainbow after every storm. have some faith. or at least, some knowledge in science should do the trick. XD
p/s: don't forget to smile. even a fake one. by that, ur crappy life is gonna be admired by other people who actually had much better life than yours. pretty cool huh? =P